Last week was an awesome week. It was the week where I received the same word from God repeatedly - Loving people and forsaking myself. I thank God for such a great word during this Easter season. The saturday session with Pastor Paul Scanlon was really the breakthrough point. I was convicted there and then that I cannot cry for souls and yet reject the very souls I cried for. *Duh...* Ironic isn't it? But it's really true!
Have you counted the number of times you prayed for there to be CG and school revival? - Countless
Have you also counted the number of times you "eeee"/"yucks" someone in school or within your proximity? - I believe, countless too.
I realize that loving people wholeheartedly is not as easy as it sounds. It takes alot of guts - Guts to go against the majority. *Puff* Hearing how Pastor Paul went against the majority, recalling how Pastor Kong and the pioneers of CHC started Church Without Walls, I am convicted that revival = going the narrow way = hard work = dying to self. It's really weird to proclaim how much you love Jesus when you cannot love the ones He loves. I made a personal commitment to love the others, including the unloveable and the ones that drain off every single ounce of energy off me. I'm not perfect but I'll try. :)
It's the Easter season ~ and if Jesus could do the ultimate, I as His disciple won't just be sitting around and wasting my life away. Join me? ;p
