Firstly, I must really say that my sudden urge to blog arose when I was reading Xinying's blog. It just dawned upon me that I used to love blogging so much...as much as I love tweeting now. Though my blog is a non-living object, I do feel guilty of neglecting it. So...*Sayang Blog*.
Current Mode: THANKFUL
I have lately been thinking about everything that is going on in my life - the big and the little; and I just cannot help but to thank God for life itself. It is a privilege to be breathing and a bonus to be serving in His house, loving Him and being loved by Him.
Yes, I'm in the LOVE season. 2 weeks ago, I had one of the most amazing zone meetings in my life. Kelvin spoke a word over me and that literally ply open my ears, eyes, mouth and heart. (Thank You Kelvin!)
Matthew 9:17
Nor do they put new wine into old wineskins, or else the wineskins break, the wine is spilled, and the wineskins are ruined. But they put new wine into new wineskins, and both are preserved.
This is not a new verse to me but the revelation is piping hot from heaven. It is not unusual for me to dream big dreams or to do big things, but it's pretty challenging to dream new things. I know that I am in a season that God wants to give me a new vision, new heart, new capacity, new thinking, new everything. But like what Dr. Kim said, God dislikes waste and I know that unless I renew myself, I will waste all these great things that God has intended for me. I need a new wineskin to contain the new wine.
For 1 whole week, I thought and prayed about nothing but renewal - "God, change me. God, renew me." Honestly, I said these prayers without knowing how! Haha. I thought my life was too OK and I didn't know what to change or where to start! Thank God for God encounters. :) I come to realize that without God's intervention, my eyes will always be blinded. *Bam!* One night, One touch and everything opened!
It is impossible for God to fix something that is not broken.
Of course, I shall not blog about the details but for God to fix me, I know I must...
- Never be complacent about what God has placed in my hands,
- Always be faithful in being the best steward I know how,
- Continue to hunger and thirst for God, etc.
The result of new wine in new wineskin is preservation and preservation is sustainability, longevity, eternity!
It is a process and I will do my best to pass every stage and level with flying colours.
